Starting to count.

I'm gonna start counting, how many days my brother will be away (: Somehow, I think I'm having mood swings sometimes. When suddenly, I felt that those blessed ones like us were too selfish thinking that God is unfair to us. I'm gonna count every little blessing that I receive each time, all the friends I have, my family and my sweetheart. They are all part of the blessings in my life. I will cherish everyone of them, for they are the one always there for me.

Selfish people, get a life.

A prayer for you, the strength to live on.

I have learnt something new today, "Radical Love". It is to "Hate the sins, love your sinners." And now, I have truly accepted that "Radical Love" deep in me. I will not hate anyone for what they have done, just what they did to me. So, all the unhappiness and misunderstandings that occurred, I have buried it all.I'm glad to say all of us are back to normal and closer than before. Now, we shall be best friends. Whatever unhappiness, just say it all out. And thats the best way to maintain a healthy friendship. However, even the happiest thing in life that happens to you, there is bound to have some things which totally brings down your mood.. cause life is never that perfect. After hearing about what happened, I started thinking about all those wonderful memories that we had in the past...When we went for NDP'09, went for competitions together, all those camwhore moments... It's the happiness that could not be expressed out by all these words.
Life is precious.Sometimes people thought of committing suicide, but some other people out in the world are yearning to survive. Dont be selfish, be fair to yourself and be fair to the God who has created each and everyone of us. Do not think that some things that doesn't go in your way shows that God is making life difficult for you. He teaches us how to be strong, to learn to cherish, to get up from each fall in our life, to learn to reach the stage of holiness.. where nothing angers you. And He has taught me something today, to cherish.
Knowing about what happened to her, tears just went rolling down my cheeks. Jessie cried, and I offered her my shoulder to lean on. And when I needed it, she offered her's. I controlled my tears initially, cause at this point of time, I've gotta be strong. Yet, It just cant be controlled. I want her to live longer. If by not swearing, not bearing grudges and being forgiving allows God to extend her life span, I'm willing to do it, for HER. Please let the girl who had a kind heart, to live longer for all the good deeds she has done.
Dear God,
Please give her the strength to live on. Let her to be able to do what she wants, letting her have no more regrets in life. Bless her with the love you have for her, let her be strong, and overcome all her fears. May You bless her with happiness in everyday of her life, to keep her healthy and happy. Amen.

doffycat.

Mmmmz, yet another sad day.

Today, is a day of crying. The world is seriously upside down. Where's that smile in 3S2? I'm glad to say they are fine already. And hope this lasts (: DINA, you have moved away that rock in my heart. Thanks loads! LOVEYOU! And today, PE was indeed a disaster. Those people seems like they were in war, using nails to scratch others just to get a ball? Great, I'm bringing fork for PE in future. Was watching Toy Story just now with my sister ^^ And I tell you, I am loving WOODY. So handsome and cute.Took a picture of it just now. But, BRAZILIAN GUYS are still better (: Today, also confronted that guy and buttons(you know who is it). They were practically cowards when they saw us. HOW FUNNY. Thanks to them, I displayed my debating skills. Thanks alot to them ah (:
NO MORE SUGAR FOR CELSIUS!
Cynthia

Reality world.

Sometimes, a little effort that each and everyone of us make, will make life easier for each and everyone of us. So, are you willing to make that tiny-weeny effort? We live in a very practical world. You did something well, everyone comes sticking onto you that you felt like runnin' away. And when you did something wrong, everyone runs away from you as if you are a plague when you are just yearning for some friends. Thats how the world works. "You hate me? Get away." "You like me? You're disgusting." "I like you, you are that perfect." Thats basically called reality. So, think before what you say, think before what you do. There's always 2nd chance but never a 3rd chance. Today is my pissed off day. I'm not gonna say it, cause it jus' simply get my anger boilin' up.
Yet, I wanna thank them for letting me understand how Mr Tang felt and I gained the skill of inner peace ! :)) *achievement made* And to DINA, thanks for being my pillar of support when I seriously needed it ♥ And of course, not to forget Jessie who allowed me to confide to her ^^ Inner peace conquers me, and I'm happy to say so. (:

ILOVEBRAZILIANGUYS
My sweetheart and husband tuu (:
Welcome to doffycat.

Nieowz

I have to act cold, to get you to forget me. I'm seriously not worth it. I'm happy, hope you are too <: It's gonna rain soon. SCARY. CAT bought the same watch as me ! ^^v

Insanez.

BRAZILIAN GUY, YOU ROCK MY WORLD.

A BRAZILIAN GUY SMILED TO ME AND JESSIE TODAY!

Tootz.

There's no weekend for me. There's games day tmr with the bb. (Saturday gone.) On sunday, gonna meet up with my sweetheart to watch YOG ♥ hehe. Even though I am gonna lose my weekends, life has never been greater than before (: My life is starting to rock on agn.

Cynthia.

Forgiven, forgotten.

Everything is erased. Not a single memory. Cause each memory contains it's own pain. Now, you are my forever friend (: I would certainly hope to love another guy, probably when the time is right. So, today we went for church and of course it was an enjoyable experience (: Even though I'm not a Christian, but I showed respect towards it. After all the worship, we had to help out in selling the drinks and snacks(by carrying the tray around). Some people said we looked like air stewardess selling snacks in the plane(obviously I don't look like one). Hahah. And Sir James took a fake rubber cockroach, threw it, and it went flying on the tray(On purpose). It definitely was a shock, but not to the extend that we went screaming away. So, Sir James attempt had officially failed (: Wanted to head to Clarke Quay with Irdina and Nazihah aft that. But was really too tired that I could hardly keep my eyes open. So I stayed at home and accompany my mum the whole day.(how filial i am)
Rounding all up, today might be a boring day, but it was enjoyable (:

Ending here with a smile (:
Cynthia.

Lovin' it.

I enjoyed myself that day together with Irdina and Nazihah (: It was indeed a wonderful experience being able to take photos with you guys one whole day. It was definitely awesome and I'm looking forward to the next stop, Clarke Quay.

Love loads, Ciaos.

The dedication for you.

To my dearest friend,
I heard your sorrows, I read your mind. I know your pain, and I'm gonna stop it now. I knew what you were thinking. Don't give up on him. Even though he had lots of admirers(?) but that doesn't mean that there's no chance for you. Don't pin high hopes, but have a glimpse of hope. That glimpse of hope may lead you to the right way. Until the day you have really given up, continue to be happy like in the past. The world is wide, there may be another one for you. So, my dear friend, I will support you in whatever you do, as long as you think it is right (: I'm always a call away from you, just dial my hp number, I'm there.
Cynthia.

Awesome much.

Right now, it's 1030 at night. Cant believe I'm blogging at such a time, during weekday. Waiting for TSR's web to be fully loaded for my sister.

So sick , how much I want to feel sun's warmth in me.

Sick.Sick.Sick.
Yes, I'm currently sick. No voice, now i know how hard it is to actually communicate w other people. (Or maybe you use your heart.) Right now I cant stop myself coughing. This is terrible. Probably not going to school tmr, cause I dont really feel healthy now. Hais :/
Sissy gonna be back in sg tmr. Back from her bkk shopping spree. Wahaha. I cant wait to see her now. (: