V day

What am I gonna do on Valentine's Day? Well, working full shift on that day! I really need a date :( Just alone...

Life has to go on.

Granny passed away...just last Monday. I can't express how sad I felt, because seriously, words just can't express that feeling. No matter what, I will always remember you Granny. Hope you have reunited with Grandpa in another happy world. You are never dead, because you are always living in my heart. You're etched in my mind, never erased.
Anyway, I have start work since like.. 2 weeks ago? I shall say work is going great. I may have met some guests which are rather nasty, but I overcomed it all :) I miss my corporate induction and training buds! You know who you are ;)  I need to head to town soon!! I need shopping once I get my pay. But, in consideration of preserving the environment, CUT DOWN ON COTTON.
Life is unpredictable, just like humans who are ever changing.

Yes, I miss her. I want to give her a hug cause she needs it, or perhaps I need it. I recalled all those memories... far too sweet :') To whoever is reading this, I may be talking about YOU. Yes, YOU. Hear how my heart crashes and contracts when it yearns in pain? I hope you feel it. And I hope we would just get back, for no one can replace your position in my heart... NO ONE. xoxo

#episode two

Yesterday, I headed to the National Museum of Singapore. It was an eye-opening experience for me, for it was my first time there. I know I'm slow, but nevertheless, it was a fun and enjoyable trip :> In case you don't know, you can get there by Dhoby Ghaut station and take a 10mins walk to reach there. For people who have never been there, you should really take a look! The exhibits are rather cool and filled with historical moments, and it's absolutely FREE for Singaporeans! This is education. Alright, I'm signing off. Time for studies.

#episode one

Time flies. The very last time I blogged was approx. 2 and 1/2 months ago. I shall start my blog all over again, a brand new beginning. However, it's going to be quite inactive these few months as 'O' Levels are approaching at the speed of light. Wish me all the best guys! I'm going to get it done with and towards freedom. xoxo.

#the next chapter

It's June the 12th, 2011. Bro has been in U.S for 10/11 days. Missed him like sdfjkwbeifuawb~ Need more Whatsapp-ing and webcam-ing ^^ Anyway, this saturday is my sissy's birthday! Her 21st, xoxo ♥. I am officially penniless, but I'm gonna get presents for her no matter what. I'm so slackish during the holidays I swear.When I do my homework, it feels like I have not been doing it at all (contradicting, i know. -.-) Well, O's are coming real fast. 3 months later, I'll be having my prelims already. (scared scared scared) After this holiday, I will go all out for it. I want to get into the course I want!  Hope everything goes well. 


I chanced upon this song and it's really meaningful. Here it is:

It's...time.

One more hour to go, and the day arrive. Tomorrow is 1st June 2011, my brother will be flying off to U.S for his training. Next time we meet each other? That would be 1 and a half year later. Well, at least my sister will still be there with me. Not as lonely I suppose. What's got to come will come, and what got to go will go too. Accept and let it go.
I'm gonna end here to catch some sleep.
Bye,
xoxo.

Maximum.

I have reached the limit where I don't care about a thing.

#promises

Tomorrow is Monday, May 16,2011. 1 year ago, JiaQi, MeiQi, ShiHui, Rachel, Grace, Vanessa, HuiMin & me made a pact that we would dig out this bottle that we buried when we are Sec 4s. Well, tomorrow's the day! I do hope that the bottle is still there. Thats where our memories were held and what we promised one another. When it's time, it's time. I am kind of egg-cited about it, and it's like," Finally, the day arrived." I can't wait to meet up with them! Yesterday, presented a TOPMAN outerwear for bro together with my sis. It's super chio. Well, at least it cost a friggin' 83 bucks. Nevertheless, it's gonna be a farewell gift so I don't mind :) I'm super in debt toward my sis ._. I really got to start saving my money before it starts snowballing. O <--- snowball.

Yesterday, me and my sister were webcamming. It was fun, and defintely sister bonding. Also took photos with my bro :)

That's.... family. Yes, a family. I truly cherish every relationship with my sis and bro. About 2 more weeks, Bro is gonna be in U.S. for 1 & 1/2 year... How much misses are there written in my heart? :((( I 'll miss him.


♥, cannot be expressed through words. #itallcomesfromtheheart

Life.. tsktsk.

I'm back on blogging, but it's not gonna last for long. I've been rather busy with exams and whew, it's finally over. But I'm awaiting for O's to come. Heart tension. Well, hope you guys have been doing really well and yup, I'm doing well too :) Bro is flying off to U.S. in approx. 2 & a half weeks. I'm so gonna miss him for goodness sake. Just praying that he takes good care of himself in U.S. Hopefully we will be visiting him by the end of this year or Jan 2012. I want to go the DISNEYLAND! Arghhhhhhhhhhh. Today is 14th may, 4 more days to my anniversary w/ Nurul Irdina. It's gonna be our 2nd year of friendship, approaching the 3rd. This is friendship, where you know when it all started. Cherish every now and then, no regrets. Just enjoy every moment of it, because that's the reason why we live on. Enjoy every thing!

Chimpssssssss.

I won't be able to blog much this year, tsk tsk. O levels just seems to be approaching at a super fast speed. It's already February 2011. 9 more months to go I guess. I hope for the best of this year. So, let's work hard together! ^^~ It's Lunar New Year btw, so HAPPY CNY!

EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD(?)

SCHOOL IS REOPENING SOON, TO BE EXACT (2 DAYS)

You can say that it's gonna be boring, but I feel kinda excited. Because I'm gonna see students w/ HIGH socks again! Or maybe it's just gonna last a few days and the socks will elevate down sooner or later. But I have not yet completed my homework! How?!?! I guess I will rush it through since I'm finishing up my report. I bought my new year clothes and a pullover sweater! HAPPY! Thanks sis. Muaxxxx.

TATA.

HOPE.

MY DREAM - Maldives.

BAD news.

OH SHIT. ANOTHER GIRL IS BEING PREYED BY A PLAYBOY. DAMN. AND THE GUY SAID HE HOPE HE WONT HURT HER. WTF. THAT'S JUST LIES. I PITY THE GIRL TTM. PLEASE DONT FALL INTO THE TRAP LIKE I DO. I HOPE THAT THE GIRL WILL BE FINE WHEN THE GUY WILL JUST SIMPLY SAY IT IS JUST PUPPY LOVE OR HE NEVER LOVED HER EVEN A TINY WEENY INCH. THAT'S SO CRUEL. THE GUY IS SELFISH. IF HE LOVED HER, HE SHOULD LEARN THE WORD "CHANGE". HOWEVER, LIKE WHAT PEOPLE SAY, "A LEOPARD NEVER CHANGES ITS SPOTS." SO , ALL I CAN SAY IS GOOD LUCK TO THE GIRL. EVEN THOUGH I KNOW SHE IS NOT GONNA READ THIS. WHATEVER ((:

I'M SO GLAD I CAME BACK FROM THAT HELL. IT SUCKS LIKE SHIT AND NOW I AM IN HEAVEN LOOKING FOR MY ANGEL. WEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Pieces of love discovered.

I enjoyed the movie date with my sis. Rapunzel was indeed GREAT. And my sis bought me a damn cute earpiece as part of a X'mas gift. Thanks a lot! I can feel that she loves me a lot. <3 And she always come diving on my bed to watch television with me. Hees. 20th dec. is coming in another 16 days? I cant wait to go USS with my parents and my sis! Even though my brother may not be coming but, oh'well.

I have this wish, to go to Maldives together with Jessie. Well, it may/almost seem impossible, but everyone have the right to dream, doesn't they? I want to feel the warmth emitting from the sunshine, see the seagulls hovering around the big blue sky, listen to the sound of waves, see the blue and translucent sea water and sea creatures. WOW. Isn't that just amazing? It just seems too much of a fairytale, but hey, it does exist. I just hope it's not gone yet when I grow to become an adult.If you can imagine, life is so relaxed and soothing each and everyday when you are there. I guess the people who stay in Maldives have got no pimples as they don't get stressed up as much as we do. Or maybe, the elder people there doesn't have much wrinkles as they don't frown as much as we do. Incredible. This is the reason why people commented Maldives as a DREAM DESTINATION. That is now under my wish list too. And.. Jessie's (:

So dreams came about when people start to wish. When you don't wish for something, you just take life as monotonous and you never aspire to reach for something. So, start dreaming. You may just achieve it throughout the journey of your life. (: Never fear to dream, but fear when you don't dream.

Anyway, today is 3RD DECEMBER. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER ((: You've been such a great and fantastic and humorous and ...(too much to be listed) BROTHER! Thanks for being so FANTASTIC that made me so WOW-ed. ^^ Enjoy your birthday alright!

Counted.

It's been 10 days.

When we met.

Yesterday, I met up with Rengie Ng(Navy-Lover). HAHAS. She wanted to buy Justin Bieber's book at Novena's MPH bookstore, so I accompanied her. It was truly long since I last saw her. Missed her too! After buying her book, we went to Lau Pa Sat for our long-missed fenyuans. <3 It is still as tasty as ever, yet the plain fenyuans gone missing. Nevertheless, yesterday was quite a great meet up and Rengie is still missing the German cutie. Meow. HAHAS.
Tatas.

Dreams that are kept.

I had this dream last night. That there was this combined event for GB and BB. And unintentionally I saw the person in my dream. And I swear, I was smiling throughout the whole dream. It was tiring I suppose, but everything is worth the while. Thanks for being in my dream. Cause boy, you made me smile (:

My melted heart.

I don't know if my heart was screwed, or was it my mind that got screwed. I thought of what happened that time, till today, the memories just kept flashing. He held me up, it just seems like a kind gesture to help someone up. But I was touched, and I allowed him in my mind. Even though it was just a few days of contact, but I don't know how he just simply made my heart go melt, melting, melted. I sprung up when I heard his name, I smiled when I heard his name, I laughed when I heard funny/silly things about him. I though about the instance saying bye to him.

To others, it's nothing. But to me, it was something that I will keep in me. I am thankful, that I went for the camp. And I realized how good you were. I can't stop him from running in my mind. Everything was like him, him, him in my mind. (Argh.) Misses.

Rengie, you were indeed my best bud, sis, navy lover. I am grateful having you there, hearing me telling you the things that I really wished to share with someone (: I was so glad that we actually had a common topic and 2 "someones" to talk about. It was interestinggggg. What can I say? I love you Gie! I really need to meet up with you someday and talk more about those people ^^

Loads & loads of love.
P.S. You're just deep in my mind, my heart.

Overseas Trip.

Well, I'm back from Malaysia. To be specific, at least one week or so. And I am damn elated that I bought my first MANGO brand product! It's like a blouse(or maybe not?) and it's grey in colour. I was like, walking past MANGO shop almost everyday eyeing on that blouse. And it's finally in my hands! But I'm kind of lazy to take a photo of it so... whatever. I've got to say MANGO's clothes are really nice and elegant! Even though it's like a casual wear but I love it ttm! I cant wait to wear it. And dear blog, I'm sorry for not posting on you or even "touch" you. Cause I'm really kind of busy these days. But I swear I will touch you more! HAHAS.

Anyway, a few days ago I went for a fun camp, also known as P.D.I camp. ( P= Purpose, D=Destiny, I=Identity) I really dreaded to go there, but I went in the end. I was shocked when I found out I was in the same group as Soo Ming Jin (MJ≠Michael Jackson). My group was call Beloved, also formerly known as 亲爱的. My group leaders were Chang Hee and Evan. And my group members were Zhen Yang(?), Samuel, Pauline, Serene, Ming Jin, Paul, Dyan, Tat Tong, John and Cynthia(me!) I've to say, the camp was simply great. SIMPLE but GREAT.

Everything was fun. Much better than I expected which was a relief. I finally got to sleep with my friends, talking about ghost stories with them, rolling on the floor together(lmao). I also made lots of great friends! Thanks for everything.

Last but not least, I need to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST HUSBAND, NURUL IRDINA. You have been a great husband ((: And I'm sure I'm a great wifey too! HAHAS. You came into my life in Sec 1, and now 3 years is almost gone. Our fourth year is coming soon (: I want to thank you, for being such a great friend, "crazy over camera and photos" companion along with Nazihah, the best chairman of 3S2. You rocked my life'. And I hope you continue to rock on my life. Thanks for the friendship. I LOVE YOU! (:

BYE.